Monday, January 4, 2016

I've heard writing helps, so here it is

I'm a private person, an introvert, I'm a Christian. I went to the zoo by myself today!

 I'm almost 40, married a guy 9 years younger. No kids yet. I used to think, "not yet!" Then I thought, "how come we haven't gotten pregnant" and "AAAHH! Is it too late? What's going on?" Children are gifts from God.



Within 5 months, our 2 bedroom house went from the 2 of us to 5 adults living there. The guy upstairs cane first, we all adapted, no problemo. A couple moved into the basement, that's fine. I thought! I got all emotional and touchy. Different smells, different noises happening, more things in the refrigerator, pantry, cupboards, not being able to walk across the first floor naked, anymore. So I started reading the bible everyday. That helped TONS. God first, then husband and myself, then animals in our care, then everyone else. So after work today, I went to the zoo. Some alone time. I love going to the zoo.


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